on my own.

my thoughts of you still run like wildfire through my fucked up mind at 4 am

i know what you’re doing 

but are you thinking of me?

are you regretting anything?

fuck

anything at all

do you feel anything?

you seem to be man-made

a robot

made of hard, cold steel

that’s not how i remember you though.

i remember your embrace

the way your eyes looked in the morning

i miss it all

is it only my jokes you miss?

this heartache isn’t so funny from this side

i’d gut myself of humor and sarcasm 

and give it all to you for just one more moment

for that look in your eyes 

and the safety of your arms.

but i was never really safe

my heart was out in a war zone waiting for you to secure it into the depths of your soul.

but you never did.

i found it not too long ago

not how i remembered it, not whole.

it’s scarred and blackened 

but still beating.

it’s buried away for now

like someone fighting for their last breath

but it’s the only way i know how to keep it safe

it’ll come to the surface

i just don’t know when

until then i’ll claw for the only truth i really know

i am enough on my own.

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.
- Unknown (via felicefawn)

iprincessgaara:

anorex-chic:

meeow-for-me:

I have chills after reading this post. I literally feel like im going to throw up.. I will always reboot this.

real, actual issues in the world right now

This is happening in the world but people are worried about what a celebrity is going to name their child.

I’d choose you. In a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.
- (via dustofsleep)
Please forgive me if I don’t talk much at times. It’s loud enough in my head.
- Unknown. (via neolitic)
He looked at her the way all girls wanted to be looked at.
- Great Gatsby (via foxxies)
Once you lose someone, it is never exactly the same person who comes back.
- Sharon Olds, Satan Says (via flaews)
The hardest period in life is one’s twenties. It’s a shame because you’re your most gorgeous, and you’re physically in peak condition. But it’s actually when you’re most insecure and full of self-doubt. When you don’t know what’s going to happen, it’s frightening.
- Helen Mirren, quoted in Esquire’s “What I’ve Learned” (via rosegoldthoughts)
Try not to have your days stolen by regrets about yesterday or fears about tomorrow, celebrate these so-called ordinary things, which in fact are generally the most important things in your life, things that you might take for granted.
- Bill Nighy - “About Time” (via carlylou1505)
I can’t stand it to think my life is going so fast and I’m not really living it.
- Ernest Hemingway